Well, at least you’re motivated by the need to get your language credits. Perhaps you should think about your attitude. Why do you feel so negative about learning languages? Have you had bad experiences in the past? If you could find a way to change your attitude, you might find learning a language more interesting and therefore more successful. Focusing on your own interests, dreams and passions in life might make you more motivated. Dream, wonder, ponder and be curious about languages and language learning!